harper & lewis

Dim 26 Nov - 19:14

[sent to: Harper, 03:42am, 10/20/23]

not yet

not sure i'll be able to tonight if i'm being honest

Dim 26 Nov - 19:22

[sent to: lewis moore, 03:45am, 10/20/23]

yeah, me neither

too scared you'll be gone again when i wake up

_________________

days ache and nights are grey

My heart is still your place : Some scars you can't erase and i Guess i still feel the same. Well, I'll take all the vitriol But not the thought of you moving on, 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me.

Dim 26 Nov - 19:24

[sent to: Harper, 03:46am, 10/20/23]

i wont

im in my old bedroom tonight anyway. my parents will kill me if im not eating breakfast with them in the morning

Dim 26 Nov - 19:26

[sent to: lewis moore, 03:48am, 10/20/23]

that's what you said last time, too

that you'd always be there

_________________

days ache and nights are grey

My heart is still your place : Some scars you can't erase and i Guess i still feel the same. Well, I'll take all the vitriol But not the thought of you moving on, 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me.

Dim 26 Nov - 19:32

[sent to: Harper, 03:50am, 10/20/23]

i know

i guess my word isnt worth much

since im not gonna sleep anyway, does it help if i keep texting until its time to wake up?

"wake up", hah.

Dim 26 Nov - 19:38

[sent to: lewis moore, 03:56am, 10/20/23]

an old friend just sent me this lecture about sleep deprivation, do you want me to forward it to you?

honestly, lewis, I don't know

i don't even know how i feel right now

i just

i wish we could just go back to before

when i knew how to act around you

_________________

days ache and nights are grey

My heart is still your place : Some scars you can't erase and i Guess i still feel the same. Well, I'll take all the vitriol But not the thought of you moving on, 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me.

Lun 27 Nov - 4:57

[sent to: Harper, 04:01am, 10/20/23]

im sorry

if going back was possible, i would

but well

i guess being a hypocrite wont change much

you can talk to me however you want, just in case. i wont judge or blame you or whatever

Lun 27 Nov - 15:57

[sent to: lewis moore, 11:37am, 10/20/23]

oh, nice, the great lewis moore is not going to judge or blame me !

i'm so relieved

sorry

i feel like shit

_________________

days ache and nights are grey

My heart is still your place : Some scars you can't erase and i Guess i still feel the same. Well, I'll take all the vitriol But not the thought of you moving on, 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me.

Lun 27 Nov - 16:22

[sent to: Harper, 12:35pm, 10/20/23]

No need to apologize. That was all my bad.

I don't really know how to act around you either. And yeah, I was indeed drunk so that didn't help

Is it a good idea ? Texting you, I mean

Mar 28 Nov - 12:41

[sent to: lewis moore, 01:04pm, 10/20/23]

not sure

whatcha think about it?

_________________

days ache and nights are grey

My heart is still your place : Some scars you can't erase and i Guess i still feel the same. Well, I'll take all the vitriol But not the thought of you moving on, 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me.

Mar 28 Nov - 12:50

[sent to: Harper, 01:10pm, 10/20/23]

It feels important

Like I need to keep doing it to, at least, prove that I'm still there

But also, I don't know how to do it in a way that's not awkward or that won't piss you off or anything

Mar 28 Nov - 17:37

[sent to: lewis moore, 01:11pm, 10/20/23]

does it make you happy to text me?

_________________

days ache and nights are grey

My heart is still your place : Some scars you can't erase and i Guess i still feel the same. Well, I'll take all the vitriol But not the thought of you moving on, 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me.

Mar 28 Nov - 17:44

[sent to: Harper, 01:16pm, 10/20/23]

I'm not sure how to answer that

Given how terrified I am every time I press send, I could say no, but like

hm

It certainly feels better to text you than not to

Mar 28 Nov - 17:50

[sent to: lewis moore, 01:18pm, 10/20/23]

then i have an idea

until our date, we set some rules : each day, the first to text gets to ask one question to the other

only one question

and the other can only answer the question and wait for the next day hoping they'll be the first to text

days start when we wake up and end when we go to sleep

guess that will give you a head start, but heh

_________________

days ache and nights are grey

My heart is still your place : Some scars you can't erase and i Guess i still feel the same. Well, I'll take all the vitriol But not the thought of you moving on, 'Cause I'm not ready To find out you know how to forget me.

Mar 28 Nov - 17:54

[sent to: Harper, 01:21pm, 10/20/23]

you know what

you've got yourself a deal. I'll do my best to stick to the rules

Does it start now or tomorrow morning?